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Monday, December 28, 2009

Torn apart {Minho fic}

A/N: So.. Here is my minho fic and sorry for taking so long. My gosh a lot of things have been occuring in my head lately and I realized that I commited alot of errors in my one shot of Taemin but then I'll try to make it up and I'll edit it sometime.
So this is for Sabie and Anh haha.. sorry you guys had to wait.,..  but anyway comment and give me your feedbacks so I can have courage to make the Key fic.
I just thought of it now but I'll just compile my fics in one topic although seperated from the taemin one. This has gotten too long so here! Sorry if it's pretty boring.


Torn Apart



"Ahhh." I let out a sigh of relief as I closed the book I just finished reading. The ending was okay but I felt like it was somewhat of a typical story, two girls that are friends after one guy then a guy chooses one and they live happily ever after.

I couldn't understand that part. Not that I don't know what it means, it's just that why can't the guy just choose both of them?

Okay this is getting out of hand, I know that making that decision is going to make things more complicated but then I wanted to do that if I was in his place because..

My world is torn apart between two people who played essential roles in my life. They were my first friends and I don't want to hurt them.

Competition has always hyped me up but if I see two friends competing each other, I feel like my heart should be crumbling for them.

"Minho-oppa!" I hear sabie shouting my name. I grabbed my bag as I looked outside, I see Sabie and Anh, both are younger than me and so sometimes I become overprotective of them. Like I want to act as an older brother to them.

"Good morning Minho-oppa~" Anh greeted me as soon as I got out of the house, her bright face seemed to shine brighter than the sun and I'm not sure I'm making any sense anymore.

"Good morning dongsaengs. Did you jog around?"

Man, why am I expecting that much from them? I sound like a coach trainer.

Sabie was laughing at me and Anh was seemingly controlling herself from laughing. I wonder why?

"What's so funny?"

Sabie pulled me in as she whispered, "Your shoe has a different pair, has it gone on an affair? Wow it rhymes!"

I looked down and I discovered that my shoe does have a different pair. Why am I so out of it today? Maybe it's because of that book.

Anh pulled sabie back and now she was smiling sheepishly, "Let's have a race today."

"Right now?" I asked but I wasn't really particularly shocked because we actually did this everyday. I felt somebody lean behind my back, the weight was parallel to the weight I was exerting against the ground and so we remained in stable motion and then I look behind and I see Anh.

"Anh are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine."

Sabie exclaims, "Ready.."

Anh and I position along the wide road as the sun carefully rises to the east and Sabie exclaimed, "Okay again.. Ready..get set GO!!"

We started on our marathon running again. At first I felt like I wanted them to win for a change but I can see Sabie and Anh running so seriously so I thought that maybe I should just do my best too. Anh was ahead of Sabie by a few meters and I was catching up to the both of them and my body just continued to accelerate.

Finally the winner is..

still me.

For a few minutes we were all silent and only heavy breathings could be heard, my sweat continued on rolling down my neck and I could feel two people staring at me. I look behind to take a glimpse but the two of them pretended as if they did not do anything.

Sabie and I exchanged thoughts, I started first, You go to class.

Can I come to your room?

No..

Why?

You have classes..

You're classmates with Anh.

Jealous?

What if I am?

Don't be.

Anh interrupted our thoughts as she said, "Ahem."

I smiled at Sabie then...

I smile in the victory I just attained again, "Anh let's go to class now, Sabie you go to your classroom now."

She wasn't really angry but I could almost hear her mutter, "I wish I was their classmate too. I wish.."

Anh accidentally bumps unto me sideways and I read her movements carefully, this girl is hiding something from me and I felt like it was urgent for me to know what it is and so I inquired, "Anh are you really okay?"

Her head turned to me, she flashed her straight array of white teeth and she said, "For the last time I told you I'm okay." she then continues, "Why are you worried?"

I pointed something at random, "Look it's Taemin!"

All of a sudden she hid behind my back, "What are you so shy about besides I was just joking and did you forget that Taemin studies in a different school?"

Anh's eyes brightened in laughter but she didn't laugh that loud. Her words departed from her lips, "Let's go..we..have to take a quiz today." Now her sweat was still rolling down her face and her neck and I could tell that her skin was getting pale.

I pushed Anh against the wall with my eyes staring into hers, I explored it hoping I would finally realize what is going on with her. My hand then moved on its own, it gently went to her forehead and I say, "You have a fever and you suddenly asked for a race?!"

What is going on with her? Why was she trying to keep it a secret and now I know that even Sabie knows that Anh is sick.

"Let's go home."

"Sorry but I can't really do that." she stubbornly stated and then continues, "We have a quiz today I have to take it and also we have exams next week I can't miss a lesson." she was trying to get her mouth to annunciate the words properly.

This girl is really competitive but right now she needs some rest.

The door of our classroom slided open and I don't know how to explain anymore.

If you are seen by teacher with a girl against the wall and with a boy looking at the eyes of the girl how would you react? That's how you get the picture.

"Minho what are you doing?"

"Ahh I'm just scolding Anh because she's.. s.." Anh elbowed me and mouthed the word, "Don't."

Anh simply told our teacher, "Ahh we're just brain sharing the things I reviewed and he reviewed for the quiz. Sorry for being late."

She pulled my hand and we entered the room.

During our QUIZ time..

I was imagining that I was in a race while I was answering and that those questions printed out in our paper were just obstacles. I was nervous just now but now I'm more relaxed, I get to question number 25 the last number.

The question was "If there were two girls/boys after you what would you do? One of them is your classmate and one of them is your neighbour."

a.)Choose my classmate.
b.) Choose my neighbour.
c.) Run away so you won't have to hurt any of them.
d.) Leave them to chase after you forever.

Why do I get the feeling that this question is pointing me and one more thing, what is this question doing on a quiz?

A loud thud could be heard after that and everyone gasped in shock. I see Anh at the floor. Motionless. My head were filled with anxiety after that and I did not hesitate to carry her. My paper starts to fly away, but I couldn't care less since Anh fainted.

Our teacher asked me, "Where are you going?"

I have respect for my teachers but it's obious that she should be in the clinic.

"She fainted, may I bring her to the clinic?"

My teacher's eyes changed and then she said, "Let the others carry her go back to your sit."

I get frustrated and then I look at her with pleading eyes I stated firmly, "Only I can carry her. I'm the only one who can hold her."

I wasn't so sure in what got into me but my classmates squealed in a shrill tone. So much for silence.

Then my arms scooped Anh from the ground after that I walked as fast as I could to the clinic.
"Anh, I told you we should have gone home." that was all I could mumble to myself.

As soon as I place Anh in the clinic bed, I see Sabie rushing in.

Sabie asked in disbelief, "What happened to her?"

"She has fever, she forced herself and now she fainted."

"Ehh.. she even asked for a race." Sabie said and her tone was also filled with worry.

"Hey guys." Anh remarked and she sees Sabie, "Hi sabie."

Sabie laughed again, "You even get to say hi and also did Minho-oppa carry you here?"

"Huh? Me? I don't know, I fainted." Anh said and was seemingly thinking deep about it. They both look at me and they said, "Was it you?"

"Yes."

Both Sabie and Anh blushed slightly, then Anh mischievously told Sabie, "Why are you blushing as well?"

"I was imagining Minho-oppa carrying me." She replied then she added, "Why are you blushing?"

Their conversation was making me nervous but I remember that Anh is sick, "Anh go to sleep."

"You sound like Key-oppa."

"How did you remember Key Anh?"

Anh remained quiet then she finally confessed, "Key added me online and I asked him to tell stories about you."

Sabie connected Anh's story, "I ask Key to tell me stories too."

I'm actually confused as to why they must ask Key, "Why ask Key? There's Onew-hyung and the others."

They both chorused, "Mothers know best."

Sabie blurted out, "I want to get sick now. Take care of me Minho-oppa I think I'm going to get sick."

Anh told me, "Take responsibility for carrying me here."

All I could do was laugh heartily, my heart fluttered, their laughs make me smile but I felt guilty at the same time because...

I'm torn apart between two girls who love me for who I am.

I couldn't choose because I couldn't hurt them.

I love them both. Can I pray that I can just have them both in my heart?

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Thank you guys for reading something that is from my weird imagination. Sorry for the useless ending.

Haha Sabie and Anh so all is fair arasso?Okay? haha jokes XDD..

My dear readers please tell me your feedback.

I don't understand what kind of genre this story belongs to..

Anyway thanks for reading! Kamsamnida! Saranghaeyo! XDD






Sunday, December 27, 2009

No particular reason >.<



 anata no kangaekata ga nejire te iru .


Watashi wa ne nandemonai nii dese ka. Doushite?
watashi wa hana no yō ni anata kara kaika shi masu .




신경 안 받아 불행에 빠지게 할.  


미안 해요 그 사람의 눈을 멀게하는 당신에 대한 느낌, 왜냐하면 그들은 당신이 진정 누구인지 몰라.


난 당신을 미워하지 않아요하지만 난 당신이 뭘 하는지는 알고 싶어요.


난 친구가 너 때문에 그렇게 언젠가는 나도 당신을 막지 바란다 괴로워하는 모습보고 싶지 않아.


Please don't mind whatever is written here I'm just ranting crazily but I'll eventually cool down.


I love you all!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Meri kerismasu minna-san!!

Otanjoubi omodetou desu Kami-sama!

=) Merry Christmas to everyone!

Remember what makes up christmas isn't the decorations, or the food..

It's abour how Jesus humbled himself to come down to this sinful earth just to sacrifice His life to save everyone. Also everyday must be Christmas we must learn to share the love to everyone until the day Jesus comes back for us!

Also now that it's december and the end of the year is nearing we should all be thankful for all the blessings that came to us.

I have so many things to thank God about..

  1. I thank God for my family and friends.
  2. For helping me survive school throughout the year.
  3. For never letting others thoroughly destroy my life by destroying my confidence.
  4. For letting many people hear His word.
  5. For protecting Dad who is in abroad. I love you dad! <3 Saranghamnida Appa! Aishiteru oto-san!
  6. For always giving me wisdom in the things I have to do.
  7. For planning great things for me in the future.
  8. For letting me know the world of Kpop
  9. For always protecting my precious Kpop stars. =)
  10. For Giving Onew to me(Okay maybe he was not literally given to me at least I get to know him??)
  11. For helpng me love everyone.
  12. Thank You for blessing my friends!
If I have things to thank God for I also have things to say sorry for ( I will state some aand I've already said sorry and I hope I would never do it again. =)

  1. Sorry for being disobedient.
  2. Sorry for not doing my devotions daily.
  3. I'm super sorry for hurting my classmates' feelings.
  4. I'm sorry I fell in love with too many Kpop singers.
  5. Sorry for not really focusing in my studies.
  6. I'm sorry for not being cooperative in school at times.
Well that's all I could say for now!

Enjoy your Christmas everyone!!
Aishiteru minna-san!
Saranghae SHINee, U-KISS,B2ST,FT island.. f(x),Kara and SNSD and to all Kpop stars,,..

And I love you everyone!

Here's a little eyecandy and gift to you people..


Aww.. No onew.. oh well he's so big up there in my blog so no worries XD.
Waah Jjong's smile 0.o



B2ST ! AJ and Yoseob wahaha..


 f(x)!! chu~

Note:All credits go to its rightful owners.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the pictures.

By the way MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Gahh Playboys

I write stories about playboys amd playgirls I know that but okay.. to actually see one? That's far more than I can handle. Anyway, why in the world am I being affected??

Am I concerned of the playboy?The girl? or the guy being snatched away from? LOL confusing I know.

Let's just stop the non-sense let the playboy have his life. I just don't want to see any friendship stumble down just because of one Pabo guy. Okay whatever.

Watashi wa wakaranai desu..

Minna.. Gomenasai, Nandemonai desu~..

Ranting mode- It'll be over soon anyway.
Maybe it's like what Ga Eul of BOF said.. (did she really say it?) Anyway..

"A person becomes a player when they know they are never settled in one person it just simply means that they do other means to make up for all the love they could have attained."

I WILL NEVER be played around.

Okay ranting over...

Hahas..

Fancam in SNSD concert

ONEW    - click that and be overwhelmed..

I was overwhelmed with emotions when I watched this and it's just about 37 seconds!

I have listened to this song before already but hearing him sing this in that concert while wearing that dashing white suit made me feel as if the whole world was vibrating his voice..

Okay weirdness again..

Anyway, click to see for yourself. Hahaa.

Credits to shakizi and SSYY02

Yejun (wait listed..)

Man I really fall for guys with good singing voices and why in the world am I having a fetish for guys with high intensity voices. (I don't get myself..) We all have our own opinions right??

Yejun is the one with the curly hair... so cute.. XDD




Sample pic: By the way credits go to allkpop for the picture.....


Click here to fangirl XD   - click that button to listen what I am so hyped about..

Even Yejun-oppa's accent is cute. And his face is cute too.. Okay I just called him Oppa. Weird me.. Poor guy I keep on overloading him with cuteness.

Anyway I think F.cuz is a band worth anticipating for in Jan 8 2010..

What I think..

I think LeeU's voice is nice too but somehow I'm just a bit biased to Yejun's voice..
I think Kan looks handsome too and wow that big body.. (LOL)
I think Jinon is a cool rapper..

Overall I think they are pretty cool but I'm getting the feeling that their genre is the same as B2ST's well who knows??

OK enjoy fangirling..

Sunday, December 20, 2009

I want to be manly {1 shot}

 Dedicated to Ely
A/N:Waah sorry if I made your personality maybe quite different from your true personality. Tell me if you don't like it and I'll edit it okay??
Hope you still like it though. ROFL.
Note to all: I suggest you listen to Taemin's piano playing of River flows in you while reading one scene there.

I want to be manly

People say I'm cute and pretty, a girl would be glad to hear that but then I'm a GUY not a girl. I don't hate how I'm born, not really but sometimes I wished they'd see me more than just being a pretty guy. At first I wasn't really bothered by the fact that they call me cute and pretty but to be seen this way by HER, the girl whom I treasure and she never understood my pending complaints whenever she says, "You're such a pretty boy."

Ely is her name, and I want to be a guy that can make her proud.

8 am-Morning

I was sleeping soundly when all of a sudden my peace was disturbed by a shrill voice booming from outside.

"Taeminnie!!!!!!!! Come out! It's 15 minutes before classes start, do you want to be suspended with me again?!"

I don't mind being suspended with you. Okay I still have to go to school.

"Just wait Ely."

I quickly took a shower and then I changed clothes after that I peeked out the window. I have a big window in my room and if you go out you'd be able to step on the rooftop.

I then exclaimed to her, "I'm going there now!"

She rolled her eyes asking, "What?? Are you okay? You have a door why go through a window?"

"It's quicker this way."

"What? Quicker?" she continued on asking in disbelief.

Finally I just told her, "I want you to catch me."

That did not just come out of my mouth. How  do I expect a girl to catch me? I'm heavy too.
I was expecting her to disagree with what I said but when I looked at her she had a wide smile, "Aigoo. You didn't tell me sooner! Let me catch you Taemin!"

There she goes again treating me like a baby. I just shrugged in frustration and I ended up going out by the door. I went passed Ely and I walked away from her and even if she kept shouting I ignored all the things she has been saying.

Class time- 9:15 am

I've been trying to ignore Ely so that she'll reflect upon what she has done but I am still a guy and I ended up giving up trying to ignore her after she kept staring at me. She happens to sit right behind me.

In my casual tone I said, "You can stop staring now."

"What made you so mad at me just this morning? " she asked, It's just a random thought of mine but I could smell Ely's fragrance from here.

I forgot. I have to respond, "Nothing, it's just the mood swings."

Ely gave me a blank look and then she whispered in my ears, "Are you PMS-ing?"

That's the weirdest thing I have heard from her, is she okay? I touch her forehead stating, "Are you sick? You're saying the weirdest things."

Our teacher was focusing on us and she said, "You two again."

Yes we are the, "You two again."

"Yes?" We both chorused and we hope we wouldn't get scolded again.

"Just what is the relationship between the two of you?" she asked and I couldn't read if her voice means she's angry or not but the question bombarded my mind because honestly I DON'T know what we are."

Ely bravely stood up and I wasn't expecting the best but to my surprise she said, "We're more than friends but less than lovers."

Everyone in our class remained silent and classes went on as usual after that, I never thought Ely had that kind of authority to make everyone quiet.

Recess time

"Open wide. Ahhh." Ely tells me as she tried to feed me.

I look at her in the eyes and she blushed slightly asking, "Why??"

"Did you forget that I'm older than you?"

She stopped to think,"No."

"Then why do you want to feed me?"

Ely gave me a smile, a bright smile, "I just like to pamper you so much. Besides you look so skinny you have to eat more."

Mixed emotions stir within me, "Fine. Anyway what did your words mean back there?"

Somewhere within me I was hoping for something from those words. SOMETHING that would state that I'm more special than any of the guys she knew.

She replied, "I don't know."

That explains it, she doesn't know. Who will solve this mystery for us then?

Classes End..

I was about to approach Ely but I see someone accompanying her and for some reason I didn't feel like approaching her anymore. I walked away from her direction and I went to an abandoned building. Now you would ask, why would I be in an abandoned building?

This abandoned building contains memories.

Memories of the days when Ely focused her attention to me, the days when I was only the man she saw. Did she still feel that way? I don't know.

As I entered the building I see the piano I always use. I sit down and breathed in carefully. For some reason I could feel a presence lingering around although I'm aware that I am the only one who is supposed to be here. I'm going to play River Flows in You and honestly I tried composing lyrics for it, why again? Because I want Ely to feel how special she is despite all the girls chasing after me.

So I start playing..

River Flows in you

I hope that I would have the strength to tell you..
That I want to give my heart to you..
But I can never tell you because I'm scared in how you would respond..
Hope you'd still know once my heart speaks to you.
You are my sweetest dream and I hope it would never stay a dream.
Because I want to share those times with you.
Thank you for making my life meaningful
And this song is just for you..

A bunch of gangsters arrive then and I said, "What do you want?"

"We're sick of all those girls chasing you."

This is probably my chance, my chance to prove everyone that I can be manly.

"Then do what you want to do?"

I hit some guy arouand the stomach, I inflicted all the force I could give, he flinched but it didn't seem to harm him at all. Then a guy from behind grapples me and the guys continuously hits me. I try kicking them but it never seemed to hurt them, the following consecutive kicks would miss. Anger was boiling in my head, why can't I beat up these guys? Blood sputtered out my mouth and finally we hear a siren.

All the guys scampered after that I wanted to run too but the pain was numbing my whole system. I see Ely walking with a siren she gave me a bittersweet expression and then tears formed within her eyes. Did I make her cry?

Ely doesn't usually cry but why is her eyes full of tears? But although there were tears in her eyes none of the tears would roll down her cheeks, not even a drop fo tear.

She finally tells me, "Babo, What were you tryng to do?"

My lips curved into a smile I remarked, "Am I manly now?"

Her foot steps brought her closer to me she bent her knees and then she was scolding me but this times her tears fell, "You are really a Babo you don't have to do that to prove your manly. I like you just the way you are, you don't have to try to be anyone, you don't have to act like anyone. You are who you are and I accept you for that. You do realize that you are he only one I would pamper so much right?"

"I just want to be manly." I blurted out.

She says in a calm tone now, "In my eyes you are both cute and manly."

At last I heard those words I've always wanted to hear from her.

If in her eyes I am already manly then..

That's enough for me.

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A/N: So how was it?? LOL.  Please tell me what you think so I'd know if I can make the Minho fic nicely. Thanks! Ely I hope it was okay XD haha.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Stranger {Song}

For: Ondubu


I composed this song as a birthday present to him, XD. Haha, Hmm... Hope I can sing it to him one day! Well.. Enjoy!





Stranger





The sun glistened upon your face, a smile surfaces from me

Your smile is as vast as the deep blue sea..

I adore everything about you, your smile, your eyes, your lips to your heart..



All those things make up who you are, you who caused my day to brighten

Your voice brings out a sweet melody..

That it charms everyone to their knees.

If I could tell you how much I thank God for you..

I would have done that without further ado



But all I can do is stare at you, watch you

You don't even know I exist..

You don't even know I'm here..

Nevermind, I still love you anyway

As long as you exist, as long as your smiles increase

My love and admiration for you would steadily increase.

Take this song as a song from a stranger..

Who always prays you'd be away from danger

Soft and charming tofu, I love you so thank you..



>>waah Onew-sshi haha. Comment and react! Thank you!

Writing stories plan..

Well I call this a plan even if I don't know how it'd actually make sense.

Since I have about 3 dramas to finish and 2 movies to watch and I have 5 one shots to write and 4 chaptered fics to update. I like stressing myself with writing ne?

Dramas I have to finish watching:

>Shining inheritance
>You're beautiful
>Tantei Gakuen Q

then the movies..
>proposal daisuiken (forgot the spelling gomenasai..)
>Detective conan

Fics I have to update:
>Accidentally inLove
>The Playboy and the playgirl
>Tormented days of Mikan
>Untold Diaries of a Genius

Stories to write:
>Taemin story
>Minho story
>Key story
>Jonghyun story
>Onew story
(Stories will be done according to how I arrange them..)

So there!!! I want to enjoy myself. Hopefully, I get to accomplish my goals before holiday ends.

There!! Tell me if you want an update of those stories.. okie?
Thanks.

LOVE @ KJE's chocolate

Click here to watch~  <

Waaahh I'm not particularly a fan of Natalie Cole but since SHINee sang this song I loved it to bits.. I love how Onew sings in english and every SHINee member.

I think Minho's voice is nice they should give him more opportunity to sing. I wasn't able to ask but I wonder why Taemin wasn't there?

Maybe it was shot sometime when Taemin was sick because Key's hair color is different from the recent one (LOL using Key's hair as a reference..)

I felt like they were all singing to me..(Delusional mind of mine..) Wahaha it feels like Christmas and Valentine's day in one. I want to pack SHINee and borrow them for one day haha, Jokezz. Many people still need to hear and see them.

Lazy me, no actually I don't know how to put up a vid here so I just posted the link.

I like these lines from the song..

"Love is more than just a game for two.."
"Take my heart but please don't break it."

Actually I like everything but these lines are quite meaningful to me or maybe I'm just biased because SHINee sang it haha. Whatever.

One more thing asdfadhfayueg;`;';'...., Minho and Key's rap in Replay is soooooo MOE. Haha.. Spaz mode.

That's all and happy happy vacation!
I sound like a president of some company wahaha.

credits go to:dbskshineeluv for the video.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Exams ended.,.

After having exams for three days all my sufferings have ended. Haha jokez.

At least for now, I have to enjoy Christmas season!

So fast.. >.<

I ended up gathering so many cheesy lines and some words of wisdom (Which I have translated some from english to tagalog for uniformity~).

For example:

> Classmate1: I think I have answered everything correctly!
>Classmate2: You're so arrogant!(2x)
>Teacher: Leave him alone, let him be arrogant for a change, you can't be the one to be arrogant all the time. Sometimes you have to let others show their own pride.
(LOL at our teacher.. Well it is true anyway..)

Next:
From Red Ribbon sugar sachet.
Sugar is sweet and so are you..
That is so sugary.. wahaha.. Interesting..

Then:

Someone1: You don't even let me touch your hair, you love your hair more than me.
Someone2: I can shave my hair for you.

Man.. That felt so weird.. Imagine watching the two of them say that.. It is just unbearable, it's as if they were filming their own drama. Haha.

Another one from someones..

Someone3: There is a fly in your drink.
Someone2 flinches backwards then suddenly laughs momentarily.
Someone1: You finally laughed!!
**Someone2 laughs again..
Someone1: Am I that useless to you? Your classmates can make you smile and now even a fly can make you smile?? What if an ant makes you smile, what would I be?

ROFL, I promise that this is the most epic statement I have ever heard within the week.

There are still many more but I'm just happy exams are over~
Happy vacation!

Note: For Privacy I just named them as Classmates and someone haha.. Sorry I can't tell you who those people are because you know I might not be able to hear them again..

(Huh? What is the connection?? Whatever..)

Await for more!!
Ja ne!

My Bday!!

Dec 12, 2009

This is the third time I had a surprise party. Okay.. surprise!! Haha.. How in the world did I get surprised for three times?! Luckily, I did not cry.. Yay for me!

Well, when I arrived home from somewhere I was expecting many greetings from others but very much to my dismay no one bothered to greet me. I was hurt (Haha. Dramatic.).

That day was a day for caroling around our neighbourhood and well I enjoyed it. We gave away free leche flan, It's a nice filipino dish(Even if I don't really eat them LOL Haha.).

Walking in the middle of the cool breeze of the night calms my heart and somehow I was just thankful I existed in this world even if I cease in someone's mind.

The songs we sang were nice and it felt like the angels were singing. Or maybe it was just me?(Me and my baseless confidence-Seunghyun statement..XDD).

So how exactly was I surprised?

About 8 pm in the evening I thought everyone has finally gone home but I was very surprised to hear people singing in front of our house and then I discovered that we had food(For the first time I wasn't bothered about eating!).

So there yeppuda haru haru! Okay Did that make sense??

The thing I have been so giddy about??
My bday is 2 days away from SHINee's Onew plus SFI people greeted me.

Thank you SFI-ers and everyone and my dad and mom!
Saranghamnida!
Aishiteru minna-san!
Kamsamnida!
Domo arigatou gozaimasu!

Happy Bday Onew (Lee Jinki)

Well. I had to repeat my blog all over again. Haizz that is life.

So Even though it's late I want to write my greetings to my adorable dubu Onew XDD..

Dear Onew-oppa (LOL),

You've gone so far already and I know that you had to sacrifice a lot of things to get to where you are now. You may be older than me but you know how much I endear your personality. It never fails to brighten my mood.

I have a lot of prayers and hopeful requests ( I sound demanding but oh well..)
  • Always smile- you know it's one of your strongest points and one of the reasons why we fans love you so much .. <3
  • Stay healthy- I almost cried when I heard that you had H1N1, I might be just over reacting over the situation but more or less I want you to stay healthy.
  • Keep on singing- your singing allures me alot.. I have heard many singers sing already but your voice just has something so special about it. So cheesy.
  • Go leader!- Do not blame yourself for any mistakes or failures that may occur within your group because no one can control whatever will happen so smile okay?? hahaha.
  • Onew Sangtae- Your sangtae is one of the most charming things I have ever seen but then please be careful when you fall down. I know it's not in purpose so take care!! XD
  • Key or Taemin- Hahahaha.. sorry random shipping OnTae or OnKey? Haha. Nevermind.
Overall happy bday and more power to SHINee!
Saengguil chukha hamnida! <33