I can be so untruthful to myself.

I feel so crazy to actually help the guy I have liked for 5 years to confess to a girl he NEVER had a chance on.

He treats me as his friend, I wish he didn't say that. I just want to erase him away like how an eraser does.

Songs can quadraple my emotions. I feel so weird >.<

Pretending to be okay takes some real skills..

Lord, why did I have to like a guy like him? He's nothing like what I've prayed for and I know that I have no future with a guy like that. Lord where is the one you created for me? I'll just wait.

This song is so sad.. Credits go to the uploader and the ones who subbed the vid.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGcZ4Q6t2fI&feature=related

This line >> "I have to laugh in front of you I have to have a bright smile, but when I think of you I cry."

Why is this song speaking to me? LOL nevermind xD.

Anyways.. DBSK's voices are so beautiful, I miss them ~ and SHINee too >.<