The joy of a fangirl xD

The joy of a fangirl xD
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Saturday, October 9, 2010

10.10.10

Later on is October 10, 2010.. As that specific date approaches.. my heart is steadily crossing over a bridge of emotions.. If I'm not careful.. I might crash.. Ha. I'm so emo-ish what in the world is wrong with me?

I want to repair my heart.. Like I always say, why is a human's heart fluttering?
I'm irritated.. My first poem was because of that person.. and until now I continue on making succeeding poems of unwanted emotions.. I really wanted to throw them away.. but it just keeps on reviving by itself..

Like in every heartbeat.. It's gone, but after awhile it's there again. It's hard to recover in every breath.. Lord, I know that You know why I'm feeling like this.

Lord this I pray... Today and tomorrow and forever as the day goes on... I'd be able to let go...
I want the art of letting go..

At one point, I promised that I won't get hurt. At one point, I thought these feelings would avert.. Once upon a time, there's a me who cried... Because of cryptic messages that made me abide.

alot of emotions would be better, just not this...