The joy of a fangirl xD

The joy of a fangirl xD
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Saturday, January 9, 2010

A JS Prom account

An old story of a little girl who had to endure everything for the sake of something they call , "Love" but no one knows if that is what they really felt at that moment. But at that certain moment, they just know that they can produce two things, heartbreak and happiness.

Js Prom

The Last dance.

The Last Dance is something highschool students value as much as they value the First Dance. Why Exactly?

The First dance probably means, "You are the first one I saw among the crowd." Or something like that while The Last dance probably means, "You're the only person I'd like to share my last moments with."

Whatever it is, they have this tendency of  giving the first and last dance some importance. 

There was one girl who never really cared who her first and last dance was, she never really minded  but she knew though that somewhere in her heart she's waiting for someone to approach her and say, "Can you be my last dance?" 

But she knew that this is reality and she knew the chances of that happening is near to zero. 

The girl is named Megu..

Anyway, why was it impossible for her to have the last dance to someone who admires so much?

Let's call the guy Kaito K, this guy is a total package for anyone that may know him.
 Why? He's intelligent,he's charismatic,kind,responsible,playful and he's a really good leader.

Megu's friends kept on teasing Kaito K and as a result... He remained distanced from her. Megu was unsure in why he was distancing her, she only had two theories.
It's either he's angry at her or he's simply feeling awkward with it, she most likely stuck to the second theory.

The Night was getting deeper during that moment and the clock is near to striking its hands to 12 midnight .

Everyone was getting their last dances immediately for that night and soon the whole dance floor was covered with couples. Megu took notice of Yula who is seated at her left, and not much to my surprise, there were three hands offering her their last dance.

Who is Yula? Yula is also Megu's classmate. Yula is popular, especially because of her beautiful face and intelligent brain. It wasn't a surprise for Megu to see that kind of scenario. There was one thing that shocked her though. Kaito K was one of the three offering her the last dance and the other one is Megu's classmate as well named Kaito J. The other one is Mike who is a senior and is one year older than the two. She stared at the three and then she shifted her gaze to Yula.


What is she going to do? She's probably bothered and confused about her situation.


In Megu's heart, she wished that Yula would pick Kaito K so that she can see him happy but at the same time half of her emotions wanted her to let Kaito K be rejected so that she can comfort him but Megu knew that at the very least the second idea presents absurdness.

Time stood still as Megu cheered for Yula to choose one already. Each time she cheered, she felt like her heart was being torn to pieces but she still continued on.


Soon Mike pulled Yula away from them and she couldn't resist his pulling anymore, Megu could see her looking sorry to the two Kaitos left standing by the table. Megu took a glimpse of them, she felt so sorry for them and it pained her heart to see Kaito K looking so dejected. From that moment on she knew that when Yula rejected Kaito K for the last dance, it was the last moment he'll ever hold on to her.

Megu started crying but only inside her heart, no tears formed during that time. All that preoccupied her brain was, How come a guy like him got rejected?


Soon JS Prom ended. It was the end of happy last moments and the last day Kaito K would ever be too serious about a girl because if only Yula knew that she was his first and last..

A year later, Another classmate of Megu told her of what Kaito K really feels. She was shocked in how the topic opened but nevertheless, she listened intently. All the words jumbled at her mind and she knew about how Kaito K got close with Yula without even having a conversation at school, but one sentence replayed on her mind.

"They said that so many girls admire me and that so many girls fell in-love with me but..
Why is it that the only girl I ever truly loved never loved me back?"  Kaito K said this and during that moment Megu found herself in a turbulence of emotions.

That day when she got home, hot tears formed in her eyes and soon they all rolled down her cheeks. She doesn't know why she was crying but there were many possible reasons...


Was she crying because the only girl Kaito K ever loved never loved him back? Or was she crying because that girl that would be inside Kaito K's heart would never be her?

Who was she really crying for? Is it for herself? or for him?


Megu released all  her emotions that day, she killed her strong feelings for him. There may be a lingering feeling with it but she knew that she'd never hope for him again.

End..


Take note that there are some parts I just exaggerated to add drama. Hahaha.. hope you enjoyed!

Ate Rhoan - read it read it!!


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